I picked up my letter from BU on the day I returned from NY. And it came in one of those skinny long envelopes. You know that it's a rejection letter so I braced myself. I didn't think much of it until I started to think about the other 2 London applications I have yet to complete.


I already got in to Case; so right now I'm feeling "safe". I'm getting lazy and not finishing up my London applications. I'm making excuses like, "I don't wanna pay for those applications. What if I don't get in?" And I can't believe I spent $70 for the BU app and I didn't get in. But what does it matter? I would've still paid $70 if I got in and didn't decide to go there. sunk cost.


AHHH... please pray against apathy!