MiSURA

i was supposed to wake up @ 7am for my 830am today.

guess what time i woke up. yes, that's right. 840am. so i bolt outta bed, grab my glasses, change into jeans, grab my hat whose only purpose is to be worn when i haven't showered yet. and i ran outta my building. hurriedly called oppa and got a ride to my exam. i was so embarrassed, walking in almost half an hour late for the exam. and there weren't enough seats for all of us ! so i sat right outside the lecture hall and stared blankly @ the exam. i couldn't believe it. i read the second question 15 times. i even counted how many times i read it. maybe that's why i didn't understand it. anyhow. i ended the exam in less than an hour b/c the exam is all short answer. so you either know it.. or you don't. and i obviously didn't. BUT i did pass/fail the class, so i'm pretty sure i'm not gonna fail even though i will fail this exam.

this is what i feel :
i feel like a huuuge babooo. a giant dummy. and a failure. not only do i totally NOT care about the class, but even in my other classes i'm just completely indifferent. this must be some sort of disorder. like "gradually losing interest in learning syndrome". is there a name for this? but the things is.. i'm still very very interested in learning ! just not in evolution and physical chemistry. and what's difficult for me is.. that the grades don't correspond directly to my interest. =(


so now i'm back in my room. waiting for my suitemate to get out of the shower. look @ what oppa made me, too. cute, right? ALMOST like a 코스모스 (cosmos). i feel better. and even more better b/c of sushi tonight ! wheee =) and i need to write up the draft to my research paper. i'll show you what it looks like just so you can be like, what the freak are you talking about. kekeke. xP b/c i'd be saying that, too ! what a coincidence. harhar. just kidding. i'd know what i'm talking about. silly kids.

okay my suitemate is outta the shower now. time to rub a dub dub.



and here are some more photos that i did last night. =)