MiSURA

literally and spiritually.

literally--yea my eyes are horrible. i hafta like have things as close as several inches from my eyes in order for me to see them clearly. otherwise it's blurry. it's quite annoying, really. maybe i really should just get lasik and cure all my problems........ i'm too scared ! haha, anyway. let's move on.

spiritually--this is what i mean.
yesterday, i heard the news that we'll be living on southside next year for housing.
let me try to explain this to you. EVERYONE, and i mean EVERYONE lives on northside. all the freshmen, 90% of upperclassmen, and a good number of sophomores. southside is for mostly sophomores and the loser upperclassmen who didn't get the village (luxurious upperclassmen housing). Sooooooooooooooo that's where we're living. On southside, where the food may be better, but socially? it's completely missing. I'll be five minutes from classes and my car won't be parked so far. Hmm.. maybe I should try to see the brighter side. haha. but this is exactly what i mean ! Clara said that God's closed EVERY opportunity for us to live on northside. there MUST be a reason why He's put us on southside. And I'm so blind to that ! Whyyyyyyyyyy. why why why. Why do i have to be so shallow and hollow and forget that God's got a reason behind everything?

another thing: many of you know that I thought and prayed about presidency for Koinonia since like... february. well maybe not many of you. but a few did know. but i ended up not getting it. i got vice pres. aka large group coordinator. and while the person who interviewed me explained to me why i received this position instead of presidency, suddenly the heavens opened up and i understood. presidency was actually the wrong way for me to go. my vision for Koinonia was so geared towards large group, not that i don't care about praise, prayer, and small group. but the vision was specifically towards how large group was conducted. so why not take charge of it and make it what God wants it to be? if i were president, my responsibilites would be scattered and i wouldn't be able to fully carry out God's plans. why didn't i see this before? why didn't i ever consider large group coordinator? HMMM?

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it's raining and i have to give a tour. i should get paid double. haha, for walking two miles backwards, for having to talk real loud, enduring the rain and take the risk of getting pneumonia, etc. y'know. is this too much to ask?

bahahaha, iiiiiiiiiii'm juuuuuust kidding. =) i really like giving tours. as long as the people are enjoying themselves, laughing at my lame jokes, and asking questions--it makes my job a LOT easier.

today is a VERRRRRY special day. lemee tell ya why.

1. It's my daddy's birthday.
48 years old.
it's amazing how far he's come. purely on faith in God. each life is special and a testimony to God's faithfulness, and my daddy's no different. his life is incredible and the way that He's faithfully followed God's calling... makes me wanna trust in God that much more. 아빠, thank you for being a prime example of what a Christian should be.

2. It's Jing's Birthday.



haha, dang look how pretty we are in the first pic. i don't feel like we've grown at all.. but seriously. we've matured so much. and jing.. you are incredible. remember how tough ochem lab is ? you've overcome that ! and it's almost over ! you're a brilliant student and an even better friend. even when the worst times are happening, you are still thinking of others and you don't mind walking up and down those elephant stairs a million times to make sure a friend is doing well. get your cell phone to start working so we can call each other more, woman ! since i'll be living on southside next year, we can study some more together ! wheeeeeeeee =]

i cherish our friendship and even though you're gonna leave me a year early... T___T;; i won't forget you. something about friendships in college is different.

3. It's Jen Guo's birthday.
So many birthdays !!!
and jen.. we kinda need more pics together. b/c this is the only one i could find of us together ! so sad... -___-;;

but jen ! thank you so much for this year. we've shared lots of struggles with each other but i know that you've kept me in your prayers and that alone is a huge encouragement. your testimony during the feminar.. i will never forget. God truly does work through other people, even when they're just sharing about their lives. Even though we may not have gone through the same exact things, the most important thing we have to keep in mind is that God is sovereign in everything He does. Jen you're a great role model and I'm glad you're sticking around next yearrrr !!!! =D


4. this one's a secret. ^___^;;

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Tomorrow's friday !! AWESOMMME FINALLY. =D
enjoy the weekend.