MiSURA

what am i losing..

1. weight
i know some girls will be like, you're so lucky. buuuut yea. i'm not lucky. i'm not eating well. i think the last time i ate fruit was like last week. the last time i ate a good meal was... yea. another while ago. i live off of starbucks iced caramel macchiatos and swiss burgers & fries. not exactly the ideal meal. my pants also slide off. i don't need to unbutton & unzip to take 'em off. just slide 'em right off. i need belts.

2. sanity
lack of sleep really sucks. i was falling asleep in calc today, and when i dozed off but came back, i saw my professor in an elf outfit dancing a jig on the table. I KNOW. creepy. and you should see my outfit today. what the freak am i wearing? hahaha.. did i get dressed in the dark? the more i look @ it, the more "uniQue" it looks, so it seems fine. but @ first i was horrified. who the hekk wears this?



check out how long my hair is.. if you can tell.


3. points
the chem304 exam was SO hard. he put questions on there that we didn't really learn. like who knows what ascorbic acid does to the Mn2+ ????!?!!??! it was NOWHERE in the lab manual. so were we supposed to find this out in our own time? who does that? but anyway. i lost a LOT of points today b/c of questions like that.

4. $$
i dunno where it all went. but it's gone. good thing i'm making some money. =D



things i should lose..

1. hair
i think i need a haircut. maybe just a trim. it is getting quite lengthy. but i think long hair's sexy. =] at least on girls.

2. weight
haha it's funny that i say that b/c that is what i am currently losing. but not in the good way. i'm losing weight in the bad way--by not eating. so let's lose it in the right way.

3. all this junk !
why is my room full of junk already ?!?!?!? time for a ... fall cleaning? =]

4. useless pictures
i have pictures of things that i don't need. but i keep it "just in case". i save everything that i think is funny. just like keeping homework that i had from 1st grade. who does that. and songs. i realized that i do have a lot of songs that i don't know.. but again--just in case. i wonder if this can turn to an obsession. keeping everything and never throwing anything out.

5. distractions
whether it's my fault.. or theirs.. go away ! xP



more of...

1. Jesus
i'm not reading enough of the Bible. man, i have my own room.. and i'm loving it. but i don't take the advantage of having privacy to pray more. to read more. to study more. =(

2. you
i'm so disconnected.. i don't call anyone anymore. it's like my focus shifts from these handful of people.. and then to the next few.. and i float around like that. i'm sorry.

3. brain cells !!
too bad that we don't make new brain cells. if we could, that would be SO awesome.

4. time
if i could ask for just one thing... it would be time. well there are a lot of other things that i'd ask for, too..... but right now, it'd be time. and this reminds me of lara croft : tomb raider. that one quote :

To see a world in a grain of sand
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand
And eternity in an hour.