until i go back to case! it's actually kind of sad. i like sleeping in until 11. taking 20 min. showers (as opposed to my 5-10min. showers @ school). rolling around in bed (if i did that @ school, i'd fall 3feet). eating out with friends and laughing. going noraebang!! but in reality... i am still a student. that's my "occupation" isn't it? =] so gotta go back to the school i am studying at. i'm ready ! here are some pics from yesterday @ the apple store. 오빠 and i had a little too much fun. probably b/c of boredom or lack of things to do... =X you can see more pictures


grillz jyea

don't mess alien sighting!

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truth is.. i'm ready to go back.
ready to study but not stress. work hard but become a workaholic. be motivated but not blindly ambitious. what is this new sense that you're feeling as you're reading this? i dunno. i dunno where it's coming from. i can only hope that God has GREAT things planned for me. like pastor michael preached, we all have a God-given purpose. and when we have fulfilled it.. we will just sleep. i ssooo need to pray more. i remember @ the AF1 retreat, some of the counselors & security on the last night were together and we spent like an entire hour just repenting. b/c we had not covered the retreat in prayer. none of us go to any of the churches so we may have been apathetic and just gone w/ the flow. but that's so not it. b/c the retreat could've been 10 times more amazing if leaders like us had prayed more. as i was repenting and screaming my heart out, i knew that this was the case every single day. in order to live a life of prayer & faithfulness, each moment should be covered in prayer and stepped out in faith. then at the end of that day, you can look back and smile b/c you lived that day in prayer and in faithfulness. then at the end of your life, there are no regrets. none at all. that's a lot of our fears, isn't it? that we're gonna regret not studying hard enough that day. not taking care of that friend that night. having gone out when it could've been spent @ church. whatever it may be. not only did my heart need "construction". but so did my conscience. i've changed even within this winter break. weird, isn't it? but perhaps it's a good thing. =) that's why i'm excited to go back. even though i wanna be lazy @ home. hehe.