on saturday and sunday night i had the same nightmare twice.


i was wearing a white nightgown (which i don't usually wear, fyi) and i'm in the middle of a dark hallway that resembles a high school. i notice in front of me one set of bloody footprints. i start to follow the footprints--they led me up and down flights of stairs, in and out of classrooms, to the ends of hallways only to bring me back to other end. suddenly, i hear a noise so i turn around. but nothing's there. i look down... and notice that i am the one with the bloody footprints.

both nights i woke up right when i came to that realization. i dunno what it means. i'm trying not to think about it too much. just thought i'd share to see if you have any thoughts.

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two days ago was also a day full of sudden impulses/goals.
a friend and i went to the mall for an impromptu dinner and just hanging out.
through conversations and visiting random stores, i had myriad sudden impulses:
  • i really wanna go to dubai, UAE, israel, cote d'ivoire, tahiti, (+30 other countries)
  • i wanna finish a 1500 piece jigsaw puzzle before the summer is over!
  • i must go swing dancing in the hot humid weather of chicago
  • i wanna be on the show "what not to wear" but w.o the cameras and the public humiliation (HAHAHA). i even went so far as to nominating myself but then realized that i'm really not as eccentric and crazy like some of the people that appear on the show. =(
  • i wanna drive 90+ mph down I-94 (we'll see if my little pt cruiser can handle it)
  • if i ever own a huge house, i want to have one room just for snow globes (once i start my collection, that is). i think having snow globes scattered throughout the house could get obnoxious. but if they were all contained in one room, the obnoxiousness is also self-contained. =)
  • i wanna learn dance moves via the wonders of youtube (i actually did start doing this on monday.. hehe)
i don't remember what else i felt. but these are just some examples.

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tomorrow i will be going to the art institute of chicago (FINALLYYYYYY) with friends from CWRU! yeayuh. =) i'm very very excited to see the new modern wing. we're also going in the evening so it will be ... FREE.


yes.